i do not no what gun to choose. the sbe2 or the bereta exterema2 with the kick off. i am 15 and i have a nova 20. not the supper nova. witch dose not kick hard at all but i here the sbe2 kicks like a mule, so can give me some advise of how hard it kicks or if you think i can handle it. i have worked for 2 years now and i finely have the $$$$. i don't want to blow it!